Tuesday, March 23, 2004
at 5:58 PM

Sigh. What a horrible day today.

I have considered for quite some time whether I should post this or not. I don’t know whether it is appropriate for me to post this here. And I know that posting this particular entry may get me into trouble. But I really feel that there is a need to post.

People had been spreading rumours about me recently. (Posting this will only let more people know, but I got no other choice. I feel that this is the best way to share my woes.) Today, right after assembly, we were strolling out from the auditorium. I saw my squadmate from another class. He had heard about the rumour. When he saw me he purposely say out the rumour loudly. I was furious. (Anyone would be, especially with so many people around.) So I went up to him and slap him once on the back. He retaliated. He gave me a punch in the chest.

Why is the world so unfair? People were spreading rumours about me, and when I tried to stop them, they just hit me back. I am already vexed enough recently. No one knows about the things that had happened in my family. They were just having fun and adding on to my stress. I know that spreading rumours is fun, but there is a time to stop. Therefore, I sincerely wish that the people who already known the rumour, please stop.

All these spreading of rumours may sounds childish, but you will know how I feel when I am the victim. Thus, I had highlighted this issue here in my blog, even though I may be punished if they considered what happened today as fighting. I really wish nothing else would happen to me in the future. What happened these few weeks had proven to be enough for me.

Hope that tomorrow will be a better day. All the best to myself.