Monday, February 07, 2005
at 9:20 PM

sian.. chinese new year round the corner le. haha but this year i dun feel anything lor. infact i felt kinda sian. cos me and my family going to batam for 3d2n. i seriously dun wanna go lor!! wk 7 so much tests. and i dunno wads so gd abt batam leh.. i rather spend the money bowling.. lol though its not my money lar.

speaking of going batam i quarreled with my mother over the wkend.. i seriously dun wanna go batam becos firstly, i wanna feel chinese new year in singapore. secondly, a lot of tests next wk thirdly, its a waste of time and finally, i feel bad abt ponning the np training on friday. I dun wan to be the one hu will make the unit lose UOPA gold. you get wad i mean? i told my mother dat i nid to find a replacement(when jb sir first told me) but couldnt find one. i told her i reali worried. of cos i dun expect her to do anything like cancelling the trip or wadeva but wad i want was words of comfort. but no, wad she said was: so wad do you wan me to do? can stop bothering me abt the trip not?! so i turned to my father: dun b so enthu in ur npcc lar. dun nid give urself so much pressure one. den i tot i shall ask my bro.. afterall he was once a sergeant mah.. den he goes: wads UOPA? heck lar jus pon lar. i pon so many trainings already! also nth wrong mah!
haha.. dats the different between a gold unit and a silver unit. i was jus thinking abt my dad's words.. dun b enthu in npcc? i admit i'm not as enthu as some pple in our squad, but at least i must show some devotion rite? i chose to join npcc in the first place, of cos i must be ready to serve the unit.. if not wads the point of reciting the pledge every training?

well anyway, the problem's rectified liao lar.. jb sir jus told me dat no nid to find replacements liao. but was jus shocked lor. instead of supporting me, my family members are encouraging me to turn my back on npcc... hahaha

sch today was jus as boring. though mrs wong gave our class chocolate coins cos we, for the first time as a class handed in work b4 her deadline.. lol. den i put the chocolate in my pocket den it melted lor. haha den i smelt of chocolate for the rest of the day.. sian. den after sch the shooting thingy was cancelled lor! was looking forward to it leh.. dunno why i'm beginning to like shooting practices.. so me yh and jx decided to go bowling lor.. haha it was fun! though its only 3 pple but its still fun lar, haven realli had a nice bowling trip since sch started. went to bpp and waited for half an hour before bowling for 1 hr+. finally i'm back on form again.. bowled 4 games.. 101,81,149,100. average = 107.75. haha yea at least its better than my bowling com's average. den our team's highest score today was 351.. higher than the team of 4 jc students beside us lor.. haha

k lar dats all i wanna say today. chinese new year so sian. hope tmr's concert will be nice lar. cos its the first cny concert i'm attending thruout my secondary sch life. sounds stupid but its true. den going back to bpps le.. get to see mr ong and 6k pple.. haha yea. think i'll be one of the shortest le..
anyway.. i'm going to batam on the first day of cny, returning on the third day in the noon..
last but not least.. gong xi fa cai to all out there and happy bdae to hh!! paiseh din buy you anything... sorry.. reali sry..
bye bye