Monday, March 14, 2005
at 8:39 PM

haiz.. dunno how hard i flunked cpl. firstly lamp liting. used both matchsticks but in the end the lamp wasnt lited. first match was blown off by the wind. second match was becos i accidentally touched the metal part b4 touching the wick den the flame went off. f ck.

den drill was worst. actually begged ci yizhi to seperate us into 2 squads and take.. say year 2s ci engkuan take den he take year 3s. but sadly cannot. maybe not becos ci yizhi not kind or understanding but becos the groupings were stated nicely in the circulars. aiya no choice lar. so we all took together as one squad lor. it was terrible. two squads got 2 different timing mah. so drill was messy like shit. even ci ek say our drill sucks.

furthermore i SERIOUSLY think dat year 2s are not ready for the test. i'm not blaming them lar, but pls lar. out of the 13 commands as on the score sheet there are at least 6 which they dunno? altho we oso dunno 2 of them.. but if you look at it from a diff angle, is it fair dat we first took lcp only in sec 2 march while they are taking cpl now?

anyway drill part seriously suck lar. either the timing is too soft, the commands are too soft or we are not coordinated. lidat how to take test. think i only screwed up the drill part here and there. things like pandang kekiri i oso can do hormat kekiri. but most of the time i screwed up cos i cant hear wad the commander is shouting. lol. i believe the year 2s oso wanna take test seperately de. especially lincoln. he wasnt following timing so sth his arms swing rite into mine den he wld blame me and i wld apologise. at other times during belok he wld turn too much den his arms will bang into mine again. again i apologise. i'm so dumb.

haha when hin chong went up to give commands it was damn funny eh.. he got us into some gl position where he cant get us out. we were like hentak kaki-ing facing him den he kebelakang us. after which he kip on saying cepat jalan lor! dari tengah, kiri and kanan all say liao oso no use... walao how cld he forget maju!!! lol

haiz anyway think i reli flunk the test liao. wad haunts me now which i cant get it off my mind is dat wad if most of my squadmates got promoted to cpl leaving me behind... haiz. cant afford to fail another promotion test le leh.
hmm according to

THE CHINESE HIGH SCHOOL
NATIONAL POLICE CADET CORPS
DIRECTIVE ON PROFICIENCY BADGES & RANK CHEVRONS

by Dr Chia Yew Woon, H/ASP (NPCC)
SENIOR EXECUTIVE COMMITTEE ADVISOR

dated 11 January 2004

under ADMINISTERING OF TESTS point number 5,
it states dat the test results shld be out and ready for uploading on the web NOT more than 3 days after the test. Shall see how true is dat...

haiz. maybe i shldnt think too much lar. may god bless me and pray dat i get promoted.