Tuesday, July 26, 2005
at 10:17 PM

i'm at a loss for words

why is it always dat when the sch work stress goes away, the peer pressure comes?
did i reli do sth wrong dis time? if i did den wld all of us have done sth wrong against law chunyin?

i noe i'm not a gd fren no matter how hard i try to be one. its quite obivous by the way my classmates are treating me, and even the way my squadmates are treating me. not saying dat they do to me wad they do to nick loh, but i really feel unpowered and helpless by their actions. dis feeling is definitely not nice when you are trying to concentrate on your studies, and even so if you are one hu cant take ur mind off the most trivia matters. and this feeling only shows how distant you are from the people around you.

however i must still be thankful for the frens i hav hu reli care abt me.. without you i wld hav fallen deeper.

heaven is unfair. some pple are born with the looks, talents and intelligence and live a gd old life. others hav nth and still live a life full of regrets.

i noe i've been toking a lot of cock in dis entry. but dis is my way of toking to a true fren hu's a gd listener.

haiz. hearing my blog music reminds me of 6k'02 again.