Thursday, April 20, 2006
at 10:36 PM

ahh today had been so disappointing.

ihc today was screwed. chansh entered the classroom and started scolding the class. nvr had she scolded us b4. cos we did veh poorly for our ihc test. then she gave out the papers. when she called my name she was like damn pissed off. =(

i got c5 grade leh. damn disappointing. dunno why but its reli veh disappointing larh. nvr had i felt so disappointed over a test b4, not even when i got e8 for history back in sec 2.

i shall work harder nxt test. ih is an impt subject. double au somemore. and if i dun how am i gonna take exams?

this term gg liao. maths = b4. ihc = c5. both double au. minimum msg so far = 2.55. GG!

npcc had been veh disappointing too. being sec 1 nco aint easy i realise. cant go to harsh on them, else they will think that npcc sucks (if they do not already). but being too frenly to them they just climb over ur head. lol. and wilson told me MUST BE HARD on them since he doesnt want them to become like his squad. but how? so disappointing..

and i became buc! wth. which means tancw wans me to be back as ci! which means another year in npcc! wakao. thot buc shld go to more deserving pple like weilun, yicheng, yongwei, dayong, yinghao, yixin.. bla bla.. not including calvin and yize who are alr si.. yar lor. even timo was asking me why i became buc. lol.

tmr got trng again. now i hate going for trngs. its hard to face the sec 1s. especially when most of them do not like you. while others get too comfortable in ur presence. so disappointing.

on a lighter note, wednesday was quite a nice day.. after trng went to poolside with yinghao and timo. haha then halfway thru dinner miss yap came in! was like omg. then yinghao went to ask ms yap: "wld you like to hav a seat here?" *points to the last seat at our table* lol. thot the response wld be sth like 'nvm its ok.' turns out to be 'sure, why not?' lol. but she's a nice teacher lar i hav to say. then jus chit chat for some 10 minutes. lol she was complaining to us how naughty wenyuan and hanlin were during ihe lessons. and then she ask why clement always sleeps in her class lately. lol. as if he had not been sleeping in other classes.. so i told ms yap i slept in her class once as well. and wad did she say? 'that one ok. sleep one or two times nvm one. but cannot slp in every lesson..' LOL. ms yap so nice arh.

after she left we were talking abt mr tancw. haha. talk and talk and talk and talk and talk and talk and talk and talk and talk and talk and talk and talk and talk and talk and talk and talk and talk and talk and talk and talk and talk abt him. then when we were abt to leave poolside yinghao suddenly ask 'oh my goodness is that tan chee wee?' *(3 of us) turn and look* and it is! omg so zun3. so we all said hi and left. haha. speak of the devil sia. but it was chao funny lar. haha but cannot say on my blog larh..

after that waited bus for some 45 minutes. cos we missed 171 by 10 seconds. zzz. so disappointing.

read jus now on minyang's blog the clean blood entry. story was veh inspiring indeed.. shld go and read too.. haha. and i jus heard from zhengxiang that next thursday is a public holiday! nomination day! haha hope its true lor. then can pon 11 lessons =X

shall end my disappointing entry here =)

p.s happy bdae mom! <3


edit: jus saw zhengxiang's msn nick. it says: Darn, Only polling day have hols, Nomination day dun haf.. sry.

toots >.<