Thursday, August 10, 2006
at 3:13 PM

Hmm. Long time nvr update..

This week had been quite depressing, starting things off with monday. maths test. spent abt 4 hours on revision the night b4. 4 hours purely on integration. then on monday spent the recess times studying as well. but then, when the test paper came, i got a shock. it was imba man. thot cld at least score an a1 this time. or at least a b3. but hopes are dashed again..

tmr will be getting back maths paper le, kinda expect an f9, and 9 x 2 = 18 points added to total subject grade. a rough calculation of this term's msg adds up to >3.5. mrs seck is so gonna screw me. so is my mom.

was so disappointed that i almost wept after maths test that day. went for ndp training, spirits low. met cyril ting. he made my spirits lower. see tancw's black face. my spirits even lower. then chee hao came. lol. =)

halfway thru the parade rehearsal, chaorong told the sec 4s to march. reason being; the sec 3s are not up to standard. these were the words from his mouth: "if you think that you are still part of the unit, then see you tomorrow at drill shed, 6.20 in full u". followed by "i'm not forcing you to march, but its ur choice". that made me feel rather helpless. we havent participated in a single rehearsal, havent held the mach 4 for at least a year or so, its almost imposs for us to put up a good show.

besides, i dun like pple who threaten. one example is HO, he ask me to go kallang emi trophies to get a gold plate for bowling com trophy. while i'm at bukit panjang, and he expects me to do it within 40 minutes. i said no, its too far away, why not get someone living closer to kallang? then he questions: "you're the BUC rite? Best Unit Cadet of Hwa Chong Institution National Police Cadet Corps for year Two thousand and six, hwachong NPCC - a unit which obtained 10-years consecutive gold, and you're the BUC rite?" i was stunned, so i didnt reply. he went on "so can you go? is the BUC badge important to you?" f**king ch**b*e. st***d wh**e g*y.

back to my point, i dun like pple who threatens, chaorong was indirectly threatening us then. for that moment i lost the respect for him as a CI, so suddenly; i kept quiet and didnt breathe a word.

after the parade went poolside with a few sec 4s and sec 3s. i reli enjoy these after-training dinners.. sit there talk cock with juniors. hahaa..

sneaked into salt center after dinner, the place is reli huge.

thats for monday. tuesday was worse. took a cab to sch in order to reach by 6.20am. changed into full u, but i didnt hav my beret. nevertheless, me and daryl sort of decided to be the substitutes, or reserves, for the parade. cos both of us didnt hav beret. i gave mine to sidney tio. lolz. we went conference room and took two for ourselves, then went to terraces to watch the parade. turns out that sec 4s were not needed, sec 3s had full attendance and somehow chaorong did not kick anyone out.

parade started and ended quickly. but there were lots of screw-ups here and there, not only from npcc, but from ncc scouts and st johns as well. only band was good. and wads worse, npcc goh did not put up a good show. that was when i understand why chaorong had wanted us to march in the contingent.

he broke down before the parade, i guess he was reli reli reli reli disappointed by the squad he had been training for the past one year or so. hai. .. .. ..

didnt had time to return arms, was rushing for ep3 appreciation ceremony, so got attituded by tcw again. argh. nvm. ceremony was a waste of time. but the reception was great. though i didnt eat much..

went to bookshop to collect hwachong towels, went back to drill shed, and along the way unknowingly stepped on dog shit. haha. bullshit. so unlucky. 2nd time in my life stepping on dog shit. guess its reli unlucky for me. went toilet to wash it off, stinks like shit man. of cos nvr use hand, used a stone and soap =)

went to the national day carnival, thot 4a is selling ramly burgers, but alas. turns out to be chicken fold. i didnt even try.

quickly spent the $10.. went beauty world centre to get my new spects.. went bpp to bowl with yinghao. bowled 10 games in all. 10 games = 100 frames = close to 200 throws = 400 times walking back and forth from waiting area to bowling lane = 400 x 2 metres = 800 metres. yea. bowling is a tiring game..

went home on tuesday and played the whole day. which i regretted cos got a lot of undone ace. even up till now, i still need 6 english ace, 5 maths, 8 chinese, 3 bio. bullshit. i need to get started man..

geog test tmr, went zhiyi's hse just now to borrow marianne chong. met yaozhong at bpp to pass him the notes, but cldnt resist the temptation to bowl. so bowled another 7 games = 70 frames = close to 140 throws = 280 times walking back and forth = 280 x 2 metres = 560 metres. bowling is a tiring sport..

back at home, home alone. dun feel like doing ace though. so decided to blog a bit and talk some crap before gettin' started.. so here i am. hah.

ok that's all. hmm and i'm feeling rather unlucky. hopefully i can complete my ace in time.