Saturday, April 21, 2007
at 5:43 PM

once again i havent been updating this blog for quite sometime.

today we had bowling training at yishun safra. set off from home at 1030, the weather was really great then. the sun was big and bright, blue skies and white fluffy clouds.. havent seen such good weather in a long time.. everyday was so gloomy. actually i like gloomy skies becos i think it has a mystic feel. like if you watch shows like harry potter it always portray the castle(or is the castle called hogwarts? i dun usually watch harry potter) with a dark stormy sky.

anyway the lanes at yishun safra has very heavy oiling. so today no one performed good enough. and to think that is our competition ground! its bad isnt it. and in case you still didnt noe i'm NOT part of the nationals team. from j1, only adriel, jansen, gwen and shermaine were selected. but i'm not disappointed.. only thing i feel rather bad abt is that from next wednesday onwards, only nationals team members need to attend wednesday trainings. which is rather elitist. but anyhow i'm going for the bmt military camp visit next wed, wont be able to make it for training no matter wad.

after training 4 of us (yinghao, yantian, ben chan and myself) went kfc to hav lunch. haha we sat there for close to 2 hours? talked abt alot of stuff hahaa. then it began to rain, totally unexpected judging from this morning's weather. then i got an sms from my bro saying my parents quarrelled.. it was quite a shock to me becos just the nite b4 we went out to vivo to hav dinner and celebrate my mum's bday. and that totally spoilt my mood becos i kept picturing the two of them fighting with one another. wad happens if they really do?

crossed my fingers as i took the bus home. and yes, when i reached home they are still quarrelling. even up till now they still are. i really dunno why they hav so much to quarrel abt! even if it means they are getting a divorce i'm definitely for it cos this whole marriage thing is getting pointless.

love really hurts, doesnt it? )=

sometimes i really hope that pple can understand wad i'm going thru. and stop giving me all kinds of unnecessary pressure.

anyway its already 6.10 now and they had finally stopped.