Sunday, May 13, 2007
at 11:55 PM

i'm tired. but i'm glad at the same time.

it has been 2 hours since 10pm, and while there's math test and chem spa tmr, i had locked myself in my room and yelled hysterically. then i cried. and things got a little better. i've managed to calm myself down, and calm them down. i've resolved the situation. it feels like i've finally done sth rite. becos i knew that i hav to do sth. since my bro cldnt do much, and they cant get it done between themselves, someone has to step in and the only person that can is me.

they may still be hot-headed at each other, so wad? i've done wad i can as a child, a bystander i shld say. why shld i be involved in all these in the first place? i've failed all my subjects (literally) and i've got my own stuff to worry abt. but at least, i've provided a solution, my voice is finally heard. dad is in the room, mum is in the living room with my bro. i'm in my bedroom. sweet. peaceful.

its 12am already, time to mug math and chem spa. and hav an early nite.