Monday, July 23, 2007
at 1:41 PM

time to blog! blogging is really good cos i can talk about all the things i want to talk about. and oso look at what i've done in the past! and besides, i'm better at words than i am at speaking (yes i am!) okay, nevermind if you cant tell the difference. i'm poor at both actually haha =)

today is a rather bad day! woke up in the morning to realise that i forgot to top up my ezlink card. so rushed thru my breakfast and left home 5 minutes earlier to make a trip to the bus interchange. almost had a slip while running after the bus after topping up my card.. the floor was rly wet after the entire night of drizzle..

reached sch exceptionally early today at 6.20am (cos i left home earlier and took an alternate route from the interchange =P ), pple think i'm crazy cos i go sch that early. well it pays to sacrifice half an hour of sleep actually! firstly, you get to sit on the bus since few pple take the earlier buses. secondly, even if you oversleep, you can still make it in time for sch.. yea. didnt feel like continuing math so i slept at class bench. afterall we were anticipating a half day ahead =D

it began to drizzle again and flag-raising was cancelled. all of us got worried cos that would mean mr ang wont be able to make an announcement on the bridge >.< we held our hopes until half day was announced thru the PA system.. every1 in class shouted for joy! chinkiat and jasmine shouted the loudest! =) we have really loud pple in our class mans.

lessons as per normal, mr tan's lesson was spent on copying graphs and formulas again. and i am now incharge of photocopying the physics intensive revision exercises for 12 pple in the class! mr tan slackk man. mr leong's lesson was equally boring, but at least i clarified my doubts in class for the 1st time. firms want to maximise sales because it helps them (esp newer firms) to build a stronger brand name and more consumer loyalty! =) haha i'm becoming a mugger.

was expecting to go home at 11 until we were told to stay back for chem alternative assessment. wasnt prepare at all for it man. our group's egg was fully cooked alright, but while writing the individual reports, i almost felt that i was taking chem block test again. lower enthalpy change of combustion? doesnt that make it a worse choice for fuel? i cant draw the link and my mind was trying to pick out the right concepts to answer the right questions but none seem to fit into the correct one at all. ended up smoking my way through, with my very limited knowledge on the topic of energetics. the same sense of hopelessness overwhelmed me like it did during the block tests.

speaking of block tests ms yang was speaking to those in class who got terrible grades for blocks individually during ct session this morning. as i happened to be the last to meet her, we didnt talk much before the bell rang. she was trying to find out what went wrong, what we intend to do next and whether we're coping well. she also asked whether my parents know about it. i told her that my parents already know she's gonna meet them. well that's really how much a civics tutor can do. cos ultimately it still depends on myself. meeting parents is almost meaningless, having self-discipline is the key. stay away from games, complete tutorials, pay attention in class.. no matter how many times the parents meet the teachers its still all up to the individual. having said all these, i'm gonna work hard. and this can only be proven by actions. if all else fails, i'll work even harder. others can do it, so can i..

took a wrong bus home from the opposite direction, hopped on 157 only to realise that it makes a left turn before adam road food centre! alighted immediately and walked to the other bus stop. and before long i was on my way home.. the 960 driver went pretty slow today, it was nice to sit by the window, plugged into your mp3 and look at the scenery outside, esp with the gloomy, overcast skies...

okay enough of emo stuff! =X GRRRAJKLHDF.

just a random thought, who really reads all these rantings i make? hmmm... but anyhow all i need to know is that my blog is here for me.. whenever i make a post on it, i feel better =)

hmm but seriously who visits my blog? shuyi and yongwei? and from my class only jiehao and yingzhi? i really cant think of anyone else.. but its okay, my blog shld be kept as low profile as possible! xD