Wednesday, September 12, 2007
at 9:27 PM

hmmm i realised that i had changed so much ever since i've come to college.
well people do change over time rite, wad matters is whether its for the better or for the worse..

i realised that ever since i've come to college, i have become less self-motivated to work and study. i find ways to escape all the time, be it sleep games tv youtube whatsoever. i brood even more over problems than i had used to. small trivia matters that pple can simply put aside and move on. i find myself more rebellious than ever, never before had i scolded my parents straight in the face until this year. i spent money like no one's business. and wad happens? my grades dropped, i dont pay attention during tutorials and lectures, i find myself unable to concentrate on work, my relationship with my family becomes more and more distant. i feel lonely and sad. why why!

i really really want to revert back to the old me ):