Saturday, December 29, 2007
at 3:44 PM

now that my dad is back, it does feel a little weird. after all for more than 1/3 of my life he wasnt with the family. now i just hope that nothing will happen in the family, for the majority of you readers wont understand how frightful it is when the past comes back and haunt you. its emotional, and emo isnt exactly a good thing..

i asked my dad about getting nvs since my mum didnt allow. i still rmb my dad's promise that if i proceed to J2 with 4 H2s, he will give me 1k to spend. of course, i didnt bring it up again after promo results were back, i certainly dont deserve that kind of money do i? but anyhow, without mentioning what he promised, i asked him and he said no. i asked why and he began to question what i hope to achieve in bowling, only with a goal in mind then he can get me a new ball. oh well personally my goal is to hit an average of 160, which isnt really a big deal. so i asked him what should i aim for in order for him to get me nvs, and he said that i should aim to make it to the national team. LOL.

yup yup so i really should forget abt nvs liao. not that my parents are not supportive of my cca, and i'm certainly not blaming them, but somehow they just need to understand the sport more? they think that nvs will make me remy ong no.2 (seriously that was what they said.) wtf?

oh and i asked my mum once again for my own room. i said all we need is a table for my brother for the moment, and she called me 天真, aka 头脑简单. GAHHHH. maybe i'm asking too much.

no ball, no room.