Thursday, January 24, 2008
at 11:18 PM

awww today absolutely sucked man. what better way to start the day than to be pissed off first thing in the morning. i got rather worked up and in the process i think i hurt weemeng too >.< so not used to seeing him not smiling, and i felt so bad. i couldnt concentrate during lessons at all, that further attributed by my cough. sch just simply sucks.

i'm so lost. i kept thinking, if things didnt turn out the way they did 9 years ago, how different a person would i be now. i can no longer curb my emotions as i could, things that hurt me stay with me for a long time. i find myself overly sensitive to the people around me, to the extent that i'm causing myself more hurt than to the others who dont even care.

and sometimes in life dont you just feel that you're failing at everything? studies, cca, love, health, family, friends, etc and it seems as though the world has turned its back on you.



yay the BFS thing is more or less done! and training for j1s officially starts tmr, so does BFS. but i'll probably pon half of sch tmr, i've gotten an mc from the doc. so until then, take care pple